Monday, February 27, 2012

Live and Die On This Day

I just got back from see The Grey with my man.
this is an another great movie in 2012.

Ottway (Liam Neeson) is a wolves killer paid by an oil company in Alaska to protect the oil drilling team.
on the last day of his work, he wrote a letter to his wife and planned on suicide.
but then, the roar of the wolves woke him up.

on his way home, a snowstorm made the plane crash in the middle of nowhere.
so this movie is about 8 people who survived that plane crash.
they are Ottway, Hendrick (Dallas Robert), Diaz (Frank Grillo), Talget (Dermot Mulroney), Lewenden (James Badge Dale), Burke (Nonso Anozie), Flannery (Joe Anderson) and Hernandez (Ben Bray).
safe from crucify accident, they were confronted with wolves that surrounded that place.
slowly but sure, the wolves killed them all one by one.
they were trying to revenge but the wolves are stronger.

this movie teaches us how to appreciate our life.
the lesson that I learned from this movie is, we can't keep off accident. we don't know when or where it's gonna happen.
so, tell that someone you loved that you love them.

Once more into the fray..
Into the last good fight I'll ever know.
Live and die on this day.
Live and die on this day.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

A Thousand Years

One day when I talked about Nicki Minaj and David Guetta's song: Turn Me On on twitter, my friend send me a direct message and told me to listen to this song on youtube.
He said this song is beautiful.
So I went to and boom! I fell in love.
I'm not a fan of Twilight, so I don't know this song before.
well, I think this song makes me want to watch the movie.
I don't really like Chistina's previous song Jar of Hearts. But this song right here, easily make me fall in love with it.
So, here I am posting this song and hoping you're gonna like it. :)
PS: dedicated to someone out there that I've loved for a thousand years.


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Saturday, February 18, 2012

New Favorite Snacks!

Ever since I tried this kind of bread, I fell in love with it. lmao. it's gay.
I love this bread. It's available in chocolate and peanut butter.
I used to like the chocolate one, but when I tried the peanut one, boom! I keep wanting more!
Unfortunately, the manufacturer of these breads didn't produce a lot of them. I don't know if they produced much enough for the market, but in this town, I only know a mini market and a stall that sell them.
Below are the pictures of my new favorite snacks:

would you like to try them too? ;)

Friday, February 17, 2012

Top Comments On

I love watching videos. It's kinda my mood booster.
So, yesterday, I saw this Laura Marling's All My Rage video on youtube.
then, I decided to posted a new comment on that video said: "I think it's Dakota fanning" because she really looks like Dakota!
I commented that video when I was at the office, when I got home, I checked that video again. and bum! it's on the top comments. lol.

I thought I am the only person who think that way.
By now, I saw that comment again and it has 46 thumbs already.

This is not the first time I commented on Youtube and people like my comment.
Doesn't mean to brag or something, but it's just fun to know that people think the same way.
Here are some of the screenshots. :D

So if you had youtube account, would you like to thumb up my comment?

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Finally.. New Domain!

after years, finally I can release this domain:
it's been more than 3 years to make this dream comes true.

so, now, I have 2 domains. the one with blogspot. and the one without blogspot.
it's weird, because I have different page rank.

and it's heartbreaking. :(

but don't worry. now I am happier!
thank you readers. you can access both sites: or start from today!

enjoy your visit. I love y'all.

PS: Very big thanks to INDRA for the payment problem-solving. love you partner in crime!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy Valentine's Day!

14th February 2012.
This is my second valentine with a boyfriend.
last year, it was the american man.
now, it's someone closer.

but still, nothing special happened today.
not a box of chocolate, a teddy bear, nothing.

but I already got used to it, so you don't have to worry about it.

because I have no story to post today, I will just say:
"Happy Valentine's Day"
to all the people in the world.

spread the love.
not only today, but every day of your life.
there are so many people who think that they are unlovable.
now, it's your job to prove that they're wrong all the time.

PS: if anybody want to send me a chocolate or flower, just contact me. lmao.

Saturday, February 11, 2012


the last time I posted crap on this blog is when I was brokenhearted.
now I am about to do it again, because of the same fucking reason.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

One Thousand Rupiahs

if you think about a lot of money when you read one thousand rupiahs, you're definitely wrong.
one thousand rupiahs (Rp. 1000,-) = US$ 0.112. yep. it's not even a dollar.

according to wikipedia,
"The rupiah (Rp) is the official currency of Indonesia. Issued and controlled by the Bank of Indonesia, the ISO 4217 currency code for the Indonesian rupiah is IDR. Informally, Indonesians also use the word "perak" ('silver' in Indonesian) in referring to rupiah. The rupiah is subdivided into 100 sen, although inflation has rendered all coins and banknotes denominated in sen obsolete."

what you see on the left, is the denominations of our currency. the smallest amount of our banknotes is Rp. 1.000,- and the largest one is Rp. 100.000,- (around US$11.2).

now why the hell I am talking about the smallest number of our banknotes? because I've been looking for Rp. 1.000,- these days.
and... can't found it.
it's not that I don't have that much money. but I need that a thousand rupiahs banknote.

so, since I'm working at my office, of course I need money for the tariff right?
so my tariff is Rp. 3.000,- for one way trip. now, as you see in the picture of our denominations, Imma need a one-thousand banknote, and a two-thousand banknote.
since I can't find the Rp. 1.000,- I can't make it three one-thousand banknotes.
or, you can add coins to match the money with the tariff.

a lot of people asked me "why don't you give the driver Rp. 5.000,- and they can return Rp. 2.000,-?"
the answer is very easy. we have assholes drivers in this country. especially in the city that I live in now.
you can't just give them Rp. 5.000,- and expect them to return Rp. 2.000,- to you. because most of time, they won't do it.

so if I give them Rp. 5.000,-, they'll return Rp. 1.000,- to me. it's not exactly the Rp. 1.000,- banknote. It's coins. 10 Rp. 100,- coins.
that's an ass.


I never imagine that money would me that rare now.
I remember when I was a kid, when someones 1000 fall into the street, nobody cares.
but now, oh trust me, if I had a time, I wouldn't mind change my Rp. 50.000,- to 50 sheets of Rp. 1.000,-

it's weird how the thing you never wanted in the past is the same thing you fight for today.

Things I Wanted to Buy Since 2010

so after telling you my favorite scenes on movies, now, Imma tell you what are the things that I wanted to buy since 2010..
damn man, it's been 2 years and I still can't afford or find these things. lol.


this red bag was tagged by my best friend anna, she knew that I am a big fan of this type of bag.
and ever since my black bag was snap, she always pushed me to buy this bag. lol.
I just asked her how much is it, it costs Rp. 210.000,- (not include shipping payment) or around US$20.
and, it's expensive enough for me. lol.

okay, the next stuff I always wanted to buy is butterfly ring. IDK why it is soooooo goddamn hard to find a ring like this..
I've seen some but it's too much for me to wear. lol.
nobody wants to look like you're about to go to a party when you're actually going to class right? ;)

A Gray Suede Ankle Boots. yes. exactly. it has to be gray and made of suede. :p
Indonesia is not a four-seasons country but I really really want to mix and match my dresses with a gray suede ankle boots!


do you have any thing you've wanted to buy but still can't afford it? *wink*

Friday, February 3, 2012

Scenes On The Movies, I Would Like To Experience

1. The "I'm Flying" Scene (Titanic - 1997)

Rose: Hello Jack. I changed my mind. They said you might be out here.
Jack: Shhh. Gimme your hand. Now close your eyes, go on. Now step up. Now hold on to the railing. Keep your eyes closed, don't peek.
Rose: I'm not.
Jack: Step up on the railing. Hold on, hold on. Keep your eyes closed. Do you trust me?
Rose: I trust you.
[Jack opens Rose's arms]
Jack: All right. Open your eyes.
Rose: [gasp] I'm flying, Jack!
[Jack starts singing]
Jack: Come, Josephine, in my flying machine, going up, she goes up, up she goes.
[they kiss]


Who doesn't want to know how does it feels to standing on the edge of a great ship, being held by the one you love and finally.. kissing?

2. The Dancing Scene (The Notebook - 2004)

Noah: Do you want to dance with me?
Allie: Sure.
[Noah reaches out Allie's hand]
Allie: Now?
Noah: Mm-hmm
Allie: Here?
Noah: Mm-hmm
Allie: Not supposed to dance in the middle of the streets
Noah: Who said dance in the streets?
[Allie chuckles]
Allie: And we don't have any music
Noah: Well, we'll make some.
[start dancing]
Noah: Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
Allie: [chuckles] You're a terrible singer
Noah: I know
Allie: But I like this song
[Dancing to I'll Be Seeing You]


Being asked to dance spontaneously? Why not?

3. The Daffodils Scene (Big Fish - 2003)

[Sandra wakes up and looks at her window]
[Music plays]
Sandra: [Says happily] Daffodils
Edward: They're your favorite flower
Sandra: How did you get so many?
Edward: I called everyone in 5 states I told them it was the only way to get my wife to marry me.
Sandra: You don't even know me.
Edward: I have the rest of my life to find out.


There's no morning surprises that better than this!

4. The Laying-On-The-Street Scene (The Notebook - 2004)

Noah: [Walking to the middle of the street] Come here, I want to show you something
Allie: [Following Noah] Noah what are you doing?
Noah: Just come on.
Allie: You're gonna get run over.
Noah: [Teasing Allie because there are no cars] By all the cars?
[Noah lays down in the middle of the street]
Noah: My dad and I used to coume out here and lay down and watch the lights change and watch them go from green to red to yellow. [To Allie] You could try it if you wanted to.
Allie: No
Noah: Why not?
Allie: Because.. I don't know. Will you just get up?
Noah: That's your problem, you know that? You don't do what you want.
Allie: [Looking around to see if there's a car] Okay.
[Allie lays down and chuckles]
Allie: What happens if a car comes?
Noah: We die.
Allie: What?
Noah: Just relax. Just trust. You need to learn how to trust.
Allie: Okay.
Allie: Painting.
Noah: Hmm?
Allie: You asked me what I do for me.
Noah: What now?
Allie: I love to paint.
Noah: Yeah?
Allie: Mm-hmm.
Noah: Huh.
Allie: Most of the time, I have all these thoughts bouncing around in my head. But with a brush in my hand, the world just gets kinda quiet.
[Car honks]
[Allie yells and they run to the sidewalk]


Man, I just want to see a quiet road. I probably would lay down on the road too if I am brave enough.

5. The First Praying Scene (The Book of Eli - 2010)

Eli: [To Solara] Sit.
[Solara sits]
Eli: [Give napkin to Solara] This is for you. Give me your hands.
Solara: What are you doing?
Eli: Trust me, give me your hands.
[Solara gives her hands]
Eli: Close your eyes.
Eli: [Pray] Dear Lord, we thank You for this meal. We thank You for the warm bed and a roof over our heads on cold nights such as this. It's been too long.
Solara: Is this from your book?
Eli: Sshh.. Don't interrupted. Close your eyes.
[Eli continues pray]
Eli: We thank You for the gift of companionship in hard times like these, Amen.
Solara: Now we eat?
Eli: Now we eat.


I never met someone like him before. I mean, someone who asks takes me to pray together with him. Every girl is going to need someone like this.


So those are the 5 scenes I would love to experience in my real life. How about you?