Laporan Akhir UML | Use Case Diagram + Free Download Winbrello

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klik gambar buat memperbesar

klik gambar buat memperbesar

Laporan Pendahuluan UML | Activity Diagram & Sequence Diagram

1. Jelaskan apa yang kamu ketahui tentang activity diagram!
2. Carilah contoh kasus dan buat activity diagramnya! (digambar pake pulpen)
3. Jelaskan apa yang kamu ketahui tentang sequence diagram!
4. Carilah contoh kasus dan buat sequence diagramnya!

Jawaban:
1. Activity diagram adalah representasi grafis dari alur kerja kegiatan atau tindakan bertahap dengan dukungan untuk pilihan, iterasi, dan konkurensi.
2. contoh sequence diagram. klik aja buat memperbesar.

kalo bisa, bedain isi-isi yang ada di dalamnya ya. :)
3. Sequence diagram adalah diagram yang merepresentasikan interaksi antar-objek.
4. contoh sequence diagram. klik aja buat memperbesar.

kalo bisa, bedain isi-isi yang ada di dalamnya ya. :)

UML, Umbrello, dan Jenis-Jenis UML | TP 22022011

1. Apa yang dimaksud dengan UML?
2. Apa yang kalian ketahui tentang Umbrello?
3. Sebutkan dan jelaskan macam-macam UML!

Jawaban:
1. Menurut wikipedia, UML adalah bahasa spesifikasi standar untuk mendokumentasikan, menspesifikasikan, dan membangun sistem perangkat lunak.

2. Umbrello adalah aplikasi gratisan yang dikeluarkan oleh UML yang digunakan untuk membuat diagram.

3. Ada 10 Macam UML:
Use Case Diagram untuk memodelkan proses bisnis.
Conceptual Diagram untuk memodelkan konsep-konsep yang ada di dalam aplikasi.
Sequence Diagram untuk memodelkan pengiriman pesan (message) antar objects.
Collaboration Diagram untuk memodelkan interaksi antar objects.
State Diagram untuk memodelkan perilaku objects di dalam sistem.
Activity Diagram untuk memodelkan perilaku Use Cases dan objects di dalam system.
Class Diagram untuk memodelkan struktur kelas.
Object Diagram untuk memodelkan struktur object.
Component Diagram untuk memodelkan komponen object.
Deployment Diagram untuk memodelkan distribusi aplikasi.

wonderful week

hey readers. good morning.
just finish working.
so how was your day? mine was great.
I just learn something about my self: the less I sleep, I got smarter. lmao.
but for real, it's easier for me to understand what my lecture said in the class when I just sleep for 2 hours or not sleep at all than when I sleep for 6 hours or more.

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ah capek pake bahasa inggris mulu. bosen juga kayaknya yang baca.
pengen curhat euy. tapi bingung juga. :))=))
belom yakin juga sih ini bisa digolongkan sebagai masalah ato gue sendiri yang
emang menggolongkan ini sebagai sesuatu masalah. jadi, mari kita abaikan saja. ;)

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di kuping lagi dengerin Love At First Sight nih. :D
keren dah nih lagu. gue tau ni lagu jaman SMP. dan pas itu kan susah banget yah yang namanya download. OMG. sampe bela-belain nelpon ke radio yang itupuuun ga semua radio punya ini lagu.
sekarang, ini lagu gue taroh di hp. ga sampe dijadiin ringtone/message alert juga sih. :D

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well, semester 6 lho gue sekarang. dalam jangka waktu kurang dari 5 jam lagi, bakal ada praktikum winbrello (baru dengen ini istilah). jadi, kemungkinan besar, dalam sebulan ini anda akan banyak membaca postingan LA dan LP.
selain itu, semester ini gue akan disibukkan dengan Penulisan Ilmiah atau PI. sesuatu yang bikin sebagian besar mahasiswa gunadarma kalang kabut karena belom dapet inspirasi mau buat apa.
gue sendiri udah ada ide. tapi belom ada pemikiran buat bentuk jadinya dan presentasinya dan blah blah blah.
skip deh ah. yang ada gue makin stress mikirin nih PI. -..-"

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seminggu ini lagi seneng deh. well, ga 100% happy juga karena yah gitulah. tetep aja yang namanya masalah pasti ada.
tapi entah deh. lebih ke seneng kayaknya. :)
sekarang tanggal 22. artinya minggu depan udah tanggal 1 maret. ada yang bakal ulang tahun. :D
tadinya gue mau kasih kado apaaaaa gitu kek yah. cuma, setelah dipikir-pikir lagi, bakal ngga guna kalo gue kirim sekarang tapi dia malah dateng ke sini pas tengah bulan. :D
jadi, kemungkinan besarnya adalah, gue bakal ngasih kalo dia udah di sini. :">

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eh, readers. kemaren gue dah sempet ngasih tau belom sih playlist gue? udah kan yah kayaknya? :D
inget lagu One And Only-nya Nelly ga? udah didengerin? :)) gue ngerti kok kalo selera musik kita beda. ;) tapi ini lagu enak kok. liriknya juga lucu. ^^
wait gue cariin video sama liriknya. :D

Yo... we cool, right?

Nah I mean, we go back

You know, back before the records

Before you went to college and became this person who you are

Oh, congratulations on that anyway too, so

But, for a long time it's been somethin I need to tell you

Uhh, uhh, uhh - listen

You see we been knowin each other since we were about this high

Same elementary, shared the same bus stop

Even as a youngster I knew you was so fly

Even back then I knew you were the one

I watched you grow, I watched your transformation

Right through school to your current occupation

It took this long for me to man up and have this conversation

But fuck it, here it go

I want you, to want me

Girl I need to know that, I can be your one and only

I need you, to need me

See you were my worst mistake girl, and that's why

It's hard to keep my cool when I see you with him

Cause I really wish that you were right here

Tell me what's it take to win just a - piece of your heart

My only kryptonite is you, that's why anything you say I'll do

So let me stop for a minute, take a second to say

Girl you take my breath away, awayyyy

Girl you take my breath away (awayyyy)

You take my breath away, you take my breath away, yeah

Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh

They say one man's trash is the next man's treasure

Where one finds pain the next might find pleasure

I don't pay attention to them haters, now or never

I don't give a damn who was before me (me)

All that matters is you're with me now

All I need to know is that you're down

Man it's somethin special about round-the-way ladies

Ride-or-die baby, girl

Yeah, on the real, let me tell you somethin..

Uhh, uhh, it's like I die a little every time I see you with this guy

Thinkin to myself, "Now why the hell she with that guy"

While she ain't by my side, we would be so fly

We would live that life

The life you used to dream is all about rapp-in

Back when I used to pull my BMX up alongside of your Schwinn

See, and here we are again

Funny how fate brought my Phantom up alongside of your Benz

And still

Yeah so, I mean, like I said

You know we been knowin each other for a long time

You seen me go through, I seen you go through

We here now and, I just thought I'd tell you that

So, you got my number, as you got my e-mail

You know everything

So I guess the next message I get from you

will let me know what you think about this right here, aight?

Aight, get home safe

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kalo baca liriknya gue suka senyum-senyum sendiri. :D
lucu aja. :D
well, ini ngga ada hubungannya sama hidup gue sih. -.-" secara yang nyanyi aja laki. gimana mau ada hubungannya. =))
tapi tau dah kalo ada yang suka sama gue dari SD. =))=)) konyol aja ah. :D

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03:17 am.
pagi readers.
that's all for now. I need to sleep 'cause I don't want to look weird tomorrow.
I want to manage my phone's playlist before go to bed. add some songs. ;)
I love you readers. *bigkiss.

if this isn't love, what is it to me?

I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much

I really love him cause he's everything I want

He listens to me, cares for me

So I truly believe

God sent me an angel up from above

That's gonna love me for life

Might as well be perfect

Only because it's the only way

I can describe, so

If this isn't love

Tell me what it is, cause i can be be dreaming and just plain crazy

If this isn't love

Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby

If this isn't love

L-o-v-e what it means to me?

L-o-v-e Oh...

If this isn't love

I'm selfish cause I don't wanna share

Him, with nobody not even those

People that came before me

But see I never believe.

God sent me an angel up from above

That's gonna love me for life

Might as well be perfect

Only because it's the only way

I can describe, so

If this isn't love

Tell me what it is, 'cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy

If this isn't love

Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby

If this isn't love

L-o-v-e what it means to me?

L-o-v-e Oh...

If this isn't love

So if you got real love

Let me see you put your hands up

See you put your hands up

The kind of love that fits

Tight like a glove

Let me see you put your hands up

See you put your hands up, if this isn't love

Cause I know I ain't crazy

I know I ain't trippin

I know I ain't sleeping

I know that it's love

See me with my hands up

If you think I'm dreaming

I know I ain't dreaming

Cause this reason maybe

And I know what is love

If this isn't love...

letter to my (future) child

dear my child,

if you're reading this, I know you're big enough now.
and I believe that you are smart enough to understand me and all these things inside my site.
when I write this, I have no idea about your sex, your name, I don't even have any idea about who is your daddy. you're probably a son, or a daughter. your name? I am pretty sure it's unique and no one has that name before.
and you are the greatest blessing in my life.

how's life? how's school?
sometimes life's getting harder, sweety. but I believe that you will get through everything.
don't worry about school, prove them that you're a smart kid! ;)

well, you probably already read all the posts inside this site so you know about me and my past.
you know about how unstable I am when facing a problem, how rude I am when I mad at someone or something, or how emotional I am when someone leaves me.
just don't be like that, sweety. that won't help at all.

honestly I don't know what to say to you. I just want you to know that I am well-prepared to have you. I want you since I was 16.
how's your dad? like I told you before, I don't have any idea about who is he right now. but if he become your daddy, I am sure that I really love him and I am pretty sure that he will be a great dad for you.
I know I ever felt like don't want to get married.
but I was wrong. I want to now because I want you and you have to be pure. :)

how old are you now? 13? younger? older?
when you read this, maybe I am still on your side, maybe I'm already gone.
if I am still on your side right now, I hope you can trust me.
I want you to respect me as your mom. but I want you to trust me as your best friend.
you can tell me everything. everything. I don't care if you did something bad, I just want you to tell me about it.
if I am gone, I apologize if sometimes I didn't treat you right or didn't listen to you. I wish me and your dad will never had a fight in front of you. but if we did, forgive us.

last thing I want you to know is I am proud of you being a part of my life. I never regret having you as my child.
I love you, sweety. I always do.

with love,

your mom.

it's so cold

second podcast - don't be bored :)

sorry, blame it on me

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home

I was on the road and you were alone

I’m sorry for the times that I had to go

I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we

Could go back to when it was just you and me

I’m sorry for the times I would neglect

I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done

I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son

I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware

That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there

Because I am in the streets like everyday

Sorry for the things that I did not say

Like how you are the best thing in my world

And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems

And I am not too blind to know

All the pain you kept inside you

Even though you might not show

If I can apologize for being wrong

Then it’s just a shame on me

I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me [4x]

Said you can put the blame on me [3x]

You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through

And all the times you didn’t know what to do

Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs

Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad

And you would rather be home with all your kids

As one big family with love and bliss

And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree

He got up and left you there all alone

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own

I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief

I’m sorry that your son was once a thief

I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast

I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad

I’m sorry your life turned out this way

I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

I’m sorry that it took so long to see

They were dead wrong trying to put it on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to speak

But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt

For the embarrassment that she felt

Just a little young girl trying to have fun

Her daddy should never let her out that young

I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down

I hope they manage better next time around

How was I to know she was underage

In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame

Verizon backed out disgracing my name

I’m just a singer trying to entertain

Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you [3x]

I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]

You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

first podcast & valentine's day gallery :)

Nanda, Me, and Ibienu

Nanda, Ibienu, and Me

Nanda and Me

Nanda and Ibienu
they tried to make me smoke a cigarette -.-"

Me and Ibienu

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well, my blower didn't make a lot of noise after I convert an .amr file to .mp3. :)

valentine

happy valentine's day readers. :)
thank you for being a great friend.
oh, I want to tell you something.
if this time, today, you really love someone and you didn't they know about how your feelings, tell them.
oh and one thing, don't ever think about how they feel about you.
if they don't love you, fuck it. at least you say it to them.
you didn't tell it because you want them to be with you. you tell it, because they need to know about your feelings.
you're not a loser, right? ;)

and me?
well, I already have a black-retard man. he's awesome. but a lot of people told me they like me though. I don't mind, because you can't tell people to stop loving you. ;)

I want to say happy valentine to these people:

>>my sister.
happy valentine, my lovely sister. thanks for being special. thanks for never judge me. thanks for everything we have together.
I love you.

>>my mom.
I know you're not gonna read this mom, but thank you. for your patience and for your time. for everything. for bring me to life. and for you call yesterday. :) I am glad you allow me to have another partner.

>>my best friends: anna, anky, zeresy.
pake bahasa Indonesia aja yah? :p
makasih ya teman-temanku sayang.
kalian orang-orang yang bisa bikin gw ketawa di saat-saat darurat. yang paling ngerti gue. tau gue.
dan kalian, orang-orang yang kesabarannya tingkat dewa kalo udah ngadepin emosinya gue. makasih sekali lagi. :*

>>my classmates
KA02 Gunadarma '08. :)
thank you guys. kalian kan visitor yang paling bikin rame di sini. ini blog ga bakal ada lanjutannya kalo ga ada kalian.
semester ini, praktikum reguler doang. jadi, kayaknya kalian bakal terus membaca blog ini. :)) love you all

>>cfho
the first man in my life who I spend my special moments with.
start from christmas, my birthday, new year, until now - valentine.
those are some reasons that make him special.
I don't love him. I fucking love him.

hey cfho, I know you'll read this. so, I want to say thank you (again)
for everything.
I don't need to mention them all because I have like a lot of unforgettable moments with you.
so, thank you. especially for every nick name you've given to me.
ewiad.jasf;lasdf askf'dfk'af pf'ak;f'a/sdfm ka'sdfk;hsdfalkdm lfdsplfkpskmv. okay?
you get it, right? okay great.
I love you.

>>you
whoever you are, when you read this, I want to say: I love you.
thank you for reading this blog with a lot of crap posts inside.
I don't know what makes you visit this blog.
if this is your first time, welcome and hope you enjoy this.
aaaaand for you who visit this blog more often than me posting something, thank you.
you keep up my stats.
ps: if you want to say something, I'll be here tonight at 6 pm (GMT +07:00)
once again, I love you. :*

heaven will never be the same

Tell me have you heard the story
That took place not long ago
Bout an angel up in heaven
They say she up and ran away from home

Word is she had unfinished business
So back on earth she had to flee
Well you know I'm so elated
Because she's laying right here next to me

And when God woke up that morning
And he called out her name
And when she didn't answer
Heaven will never ever ever be
Heaven will never be the same

Always dreamed that it would happen
I just didn't know exactly when
All my life I'd been waiting for something amazing
Said it took a while but now I know
So tell me can I get a witness
If you believe in miracles
And the proof I have is living
And my life will never ever be
And your life don't have to be the...

At times it seems we take for granted
How precious life can be
Just hold on and I'm sure you'll understand it
Bringing into this world
A precious boy or a girl... And when God woke up that morning
Said where has my little angel gone
And when she didn't answer
Heaven will never ever ever be
Heaven will never be the.... same

craps

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what you read above are my old stuff.
I need to burn the book.
so, I take a picture of it.

vessel

whoa. finally I got my vessel back.
I just read the post I made before this one and it seems like it has weird ending. but who cares? I am using mobile at that time. so just understand me.:))

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big thanks to Yoga for helping me got my vessel back. he delivers me to the service place on Monday and he delivers me again today to pick up vessel. :)
he also picks a large cooling pad for my vessel. so she won't got fever again. :D

oh and thanks for accompanying me when having lunch and watching The Mechanic. \m/
you rock, buddy! :D

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soooooooooooo... let's talk about vessel. ok I bought vessel in 2009. I forgot the date but I think it was August or September.
honestly, she's just a normal pc. first time I want to make her as a "boy laptop" but it's so rude to imagine that this beautiful laptop is a boy. lol. so my HP pavilion dv2 1003ax is a girl. :) and she's gorgeous.

people were asking me why I pick this laptop. because I choose an AMD instead of core 2 duo. I said, because she's slim. well, I do. I mean, when first my mom told me to buy something new, I want to pick something slim so I can bring it to class everyday. and vessel's is slim. she's skinnier than me. lol.
:)

but since I got my own connection at my room, I thin she's not strong enough to be mine. she's getting hotter quickly even though I already use cooling pad.
I will buy a set of pc on April. so she won't forced to do a lot of job again.
:')

she's my best friend for the last 18 months. she knows every story of me and my life.
no no no. I am not a weirdo. but when you named something, you will take a good care of it. and I just named her for the last 3 months. but at least, I love her. :)

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10:59 pm
so. that's all about my vessel.
try to name your PC, readers. maybe you will love it more than before. :)
wanna spend my time with vessel. I miss her.
and I miss you too.
love you. :*

10 Things I Think Man Should Do

aloha! lol.
hi readers. miss me? ;]
how are you? me? I am doing good except one thing: vessel got fever! so she stays at 'hospital' now. maybe she'll be home tomorrow or the worst case, she'll be home in 3 days.
honestly, I don't like typing with phone. but I miss telling story. and, I will not tell you about my story right now. I got some inspirations when I'm at my lowest condition a couple days ago.
so now I will post about 10 things that woman think man should do.

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>> remember small thing.
I'm not talking about anniversary's date. I mean, I believe that when you're in a relationship, there's a lot of important thing to remember.
for example, me. well, I really appreciate a man who can spell my name correctly because it means, he remembers me.
I also appreciate a man who remember my biggest fear or my favorite song. those maybe unimportant to remember. but, who knows? ;)

>> say thank you.
one thing that man always forget. maybe this one is cliche. but trust me, we would love to know that you appreciate us. :)

>> kiss on forehead.
this one shows us that you respect us and want to protect us. it's also make us feel safe. :)

>> say "I love you" and mean it.
I don't have to explain, right? I think you guys know how hard it is to mean an I-love-you.

>> surprise.
everybody love surprise. but sometimes you can't just give us surprise. you need to find out the right thing and the right time. remember: DOING RIGHT THING AT THE WRONG TIME IS STILL WRONG.

>> "good morning" or "goodnight" texts.
I always love it when a man text me just to say 'good morning, have a nice day'. so I put it here. :D
sometimes, a text can light up our whole day or bring us a nice dream. ;)

>> give us thing we likes not thing women like.
okay. you know, not every woman you meet like the same thing. some maybe like red flowers and chocolate. some maybe like books and stuff.
but you know what your woman like. so give us what we like.

>> make us laugh.
this is the most powerful thing according to Marylin Monroe (and me). she says, "if you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything". I absolutely agree. it's not that easy to always make us laugh, guys. 3:)

>> listen to her.
men want to be listen. so do we. just because we never tell, doesn't mean we can handle everything ourselves.
we have this ego. and sometimes, we want to show you how independent we are. but we're still women. we need to be listen. even though you didn't say a word as a response, trust me, it's more than enough for us.

>> be confidence.
most of you sometimes forget that confidentiality is your biggest appeal.
because it means that you trust yourself.
if you're not confidence enough to trust yourself, what makes you think we will? ;)

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07.11 pm
good luck, boys.

mad, sorry, forgive

let's talk about that 3 words up there.
I think this gonna be a short post but who cares? this is my site. I write what I want to write.

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I keep make people get mad at me. I don't know why. it's like being bad is already a part of me and my life.
I just wondering, do they even think about me? I mean, if I know what I say or what I do will make them mad as hell at me, will I do that? WILL I?
they never think about that. once I make them mad, blah. I am not the kind of person who has a super ego. no I am not. if I know I am wrong, I'll apologize.
if I made mistake to a 5-year-old kid, I will apologize. because I know I am wrong.

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now the next problem is, some people are too arrogant to forgive me.
I don't think they want to know that with doing that, they HURTING me.
oh yeah. real hurt. guys, you don't know how hard it is to lower or maybe throw away your self-esteem just to say "I AM SORRY".
you don't know how hurting it is, to keep saying "I AM SORRY" and the one who you apologizing to is not even listening.
I am pretty sure that the one ho can forgive easily, is the one who knows how hard the things are.

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sometimes I think, it's just me the one who so stupid for apologizing to someone who won't forgive me.
they say "forgiven or not, the main thing is you already apologize"
for me, that's a shit. what are you fighting for then? man, it is your responsibility if someone won't forgive you until the rest of their life.
and, I don't want that happen to me.

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10:34 pm
that's all.
love you readers.

it's just another story form life.

hey readers. morning *again*.
look, I am not usually like this. but, I want to tell you that I am typing this while I am crying. yeah. crying.
no no. I don't want you to feel sorry about me. I just. yeah. want to tell to anyone.
honestly, I can't cry in front of public. not even when I am watching movies on cinema.
so I just tell you.
at least you don't see me, right? so it's up to you to take this as a lie or a truth.
but I won't lie on my own site.

~

I was thinking about what was I go through in life.
yes, I have everything I need. got roof, got food, got shoes, education, I even at least, can speak english well.
who will think I will have these all?
:') when I was a little girl, I always dreamed of losing my parents. see them in a chest. and I was scared. now, my dad's gone. and the only thing I wish is I'll go next because I don't think I can see my mom in the chest too.

~

you know? I know pc since I was on 4th grade of elementary. or maybe 3rd grade. 8 years old girl. never think I will be so addicted to this thing.
I don't remember first game I played. I thought it was tetris. or I think some adventure game. but that wasn't the thing that makes me pick this thing.
I have my first mail when I am in 5th grade. then know google, mIRC, stuff like friendster. I have 3 of that.
and now? I am a geek. tech geek. well I am not as geek as my geek-er friend. lol. I am not good at tracing someone, hacking stuff, and many other crazy stuff my friend can do. I don't want to do that because I don't want that such a thing happen to me too.
people were right. if you have thousands of friends on internet, you have just a bunch of them in real world. so do I. I mean, I know hundreds people in real world. but which one is a friend? no one knows.
and now I just wondering. I can't even cry in front of my parents. I can't cry in front of my sister. friend? never. so what is a friend? if friend is someone you can always borrow they shoulder to cry on, then I have none of them.

~

hey it's funny. I am listening to Playhouse right now, but I still cry.
I have a job now. thank God for that. for the money I make and for the thing that can take my mind off something else.
back when I was a child. when my teacher asked all of the student in my class about what is their purpose when they grew up, they all have one. me? nope.
I never thinking about what I want to be. and I have no purpose in life.
and this is the day. I was in junior high when I am so addicted listening to radio. and I want to be one of them. send message to anyone. work hidden. so people won't know how's your look like. and that's the job people don't care how you look like.
one day I got that job. 3 months working, I am enjoying every minute of that job. I don't even take that as a job.
and I have to quit, because I need to move here. in this town. great.

I still want to be a radio announcer. but how? who knows? 5 years from now, will radio still exist? you'll have live tv streaming. you can download any song you want to hear. what else? I don't think I can make it.

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my love life? I remember my first crush. he's my neighbor. I think around 2 or 3 years older than me. I told my friend - who also his cousin - about I like him. and she tells him. and you know what he said? "she's ugly!". end of the story.
my first boyfriend, we have different religion. he's about 4 years older than me. can't tell his name though. but he's jerk enough. so, screw him.
until now, when I am in a relationship, I never think about end up in marriage.
no no. I do think about it. just will never hope that will happen. because if it'll never happen, I think I'll go crazy. so, just think straight.
I don't even know what makes me so attractive. they say I have sex appeal. what sex appeal? damn. I am fat as hell.
I make friends with A LOT of boys. but they're friends. they don't even take me as a girl. they talk like I am a boy. just like them. at least, I can make people laugh. I think that's the greatest gift I ever have.

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I maybe not have a long live. won't guess. but they say:

HOPE FOR THE BEST, PREPARE FOR THE WORST.

I got all these shits in my body. Insomnia, asthma, heart problem, fats everywhere, and a lot of things that maybe, I don't know.
well, my dad's taken when he swimming. caused? asthma.
nooooo. I didn't afraid of death. I just feel guilty because I've done nothing for people.

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02:47 am.
whoa. I don't know how long it takes to write these shits.
I will write some stories of life later.
I live for 19 years. you don't think my story just happen in 3 years, right? ;)
hey woman reader. be smart. sometimes, a guy like a smart girl. and be patient. really. you need to be patient. I know what it feels like to be a temper person. I am trying to leave it. still work on it.
and for you man reader, do not ever make a girl cry, because God counts her tears. one other thing, be wise. you need to know when to do what. make decision fast but make sure they'll work. don't be a loser too. you won't know if that girl is waiting for you too if you don't ask. ;)
I love you all, readers. have a great rest.
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welcome february

hey readers. sup? can't sleep. and it's 5:06 in the morning. *sighs*
I think I got insomnia problem
I lost around 7lbs in 3 days. dunno if it's because the food or because of this insomnia.

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well, I can't sleep today not because insomnia I think. cause I got an asthma attack.
yeah I got this shit 2 days in a row. damn. and my pump can't give me normal breathing if I just use it once. I need to do 3-4 pumps so I can't breath normally.
plus a little coughing.
and...... honestly, it's killing me.
another problem? yeah. my heart. keeps beat faster. I don't like that feeling and it makes me afraid of sleeping.

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so, that's why I choose to typing something.
well, it's february. month of love. bullshit. lol.
you can't just love people in one month. of course you'll love them every day.
aaaaand, I go back to work.
:)
class will start on next monday. 7th of february. so, I still have time to fix this sleeping issue. :D

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have any plan for valentine's day? I really don't like valentine's day. I mean, I like the meaning of that day. but, in this country, people will wear something PINK on valentine's. flowers everywhere, baloons, and couple T-Shirt. oh welcome to the world.
me myself, I don't have any plan. all my life, I never celebrate that day before. so, maybe this year will be the same. lets see tho.

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tomorrow is chinese new year. :)
Happy New Year for all of you who celebrating chinese new year. :) my best friend celebrates it too. so, I will ask her to safe me some food. lol. jk. I am on my diet. =}

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I am waiting for my download to finish. a movie. but I don't have any idea what's the title. :))=)) forgot. :D
so, I turn off some application that takes my bandwidth. like Skype and Yahoo! Messenger.

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listening some music in phone too. I only have 18 songs on my phone.
and for me, it's all recommended.
if you want, you can download them too.
this is the list

F**cking Perfect ~ P!nk
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun ~ Miley Cyrus (use this one for alarm tone \m/)
I Love U ~ Chris Brown
I'll Be Loving You Long Time ~ Mariah Carey ft. T.I
If We Ever Meet Again ~ Katy Perry ft. Timbaland
Just A Dream ~ Nelly
Just Stand Up ~ Various Artists
Knock You Down ~ Keri Hilson ft. Ne-Yo and Kanye West
Mine ~ Taylor Swift
Never Let You Go ~ Pretty Ricky
No More You ~ Akon
One And Only ~ Nelly
Over And Over ~ Nelly ft. Tim McGraw
Peacock ~ Katy Perry
Playhouse ~ Pretty Ricky
Use Your Love ~ Katy Perry
When Does It Go Away ~ JoJo ft. Travis Garland
You Are ~ Charlie Wilson

that's all. I only have 500 songs on my pc. and I don't like them all. I pick one fits my mood. :D
so those 18 songs fill my day. =}

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05:27 am
good morning!
lol. it takes 21 minutes to post this one.
well have a nice day readers. don't forget to put up a big smile in your face.
DO NOT EVER FROWN even though you're on your lowest condition!
because you maybe change someone's life with that smile. ;)
I love you, readers. xoxo~