Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Happy Birthday To Me!

So, happy 20th birthday for myself.
it's kinda weird saying happy birthday for yourself but I don't care.

so at this moment, I want to thank God for everything. :)

I kinda miss my dad. and C4. he supposed to sing for me now.
he promised me that.

thank you for all of you, readers.
thank you for keep reading this crap.

I love you.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I Don't Care

it's such a dangerous sentence when it comes from me. and when I'm mad.
I don't think it's only me.
but when everyone gets mad and start saying "I Don't Care" you better watch out.

so since I have no one to talk to, no one to trust, and no one to depend on, I have to stand on my own feet.
but when it comes to my family, who should be the most trustable people in the world, I will give up everything.
I don't mind to lost my self-esteem when it's all about them.
I feel so stupid. moments ago, I (almost) believed that I have a lot of people to trust.
now I believe that the only thing I can trust is my site.
fuck people. nobody has a feeling.