I Don't Care

it's such a dangerous sentence when it comes from me. and when I'm mad.
I don't think it's only me.
but when everyone gets mad and start saying "I Don't Care" you better watch out.

so since I have no one to talk to, no one to trust, and no one to depend on, I have to stand on my own feet.
but when it comes to my family, who should be the most trustable people in the world, I will give up everything.
I don't mind to lost my self-esteem when it's all about them.
I feel so stupid. moments ago, I (almost) believed that I have a lot of people to trust.
now I believe that the only thing I can trust is my site.
fuck people. nobody has a feeling.

everyone needs friends

hmhmhm. :)
the last 2 days is not too bad.
sorry I just have time to post something here.
whassup readers?
miss me? :p

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okay, so yesterday, 12th of january, is the first day of final terms.
I think mine is not so good, because I hadn't learn anything. -.-"
well, I can answer 15 questions of 40 questions. -.-"
bad.

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still on the same day, me, ana, sezy, and ankhey *she's new in the gang. :))=))
we went hang out. :D
look for food, look for stuff and many other.
we - me, ana, and zesy - feel bad about her has no friend in her class right now.
I said "you're not in human class. it's devil's."
why? because her friends act like she is not their friend. I mean, she is not the member of that f#cking class.
I don't like that fact.
my KA02 is way better than that. I mean, she's even there! me myself, when I was on my holiday, I still got texts from my class-leader about everything they go through in Depok. so, that's a mistake when she's in Depok and her friends never tell her anything. shit. that's sucks.
so we decided that she needs to be with us. and here we go. there's 4 of us naw. :x

ankhey, zesy, me, ana

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and today, we're taking care of our problems.
first, we pay our school payments. :D
then, we're take ankhey to fix her problem with her class. she wants to move to my class. :)
and she's very welcome.
buuuuuuuuuuut, they didn't allow her to move. :(
we're sad.
but we said, she can takes our lessons if she wants. so she will be in our class even though in the end, she's still a member of her old crap-class. >:)

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oh oh. we bought 4 bracelets. 2 blacks and 2 silvers. :)
ankhey and ana wear the blacks. me and zesy wear the silvers. show you the picture later.

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EATING become our VERY BAD HABIT since we've been together. lmao.
when we hang out, we spend a lot of money for food. :9
I love food though.
but I still need to diet. -.-"

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09:02
honestly, I miss my boyfriend right now. I wonder if he ever thinks about me for a day.
I want him to be here. just to talk with me.
but I understand that he's tired because if his work and he still sleep now.
I hope he wakes up before I go to sleep.

two days before the day. I love you readers. :)

annoying

this is a story about a woman.
she's living next door.
first time I met her, she's fine. not bad but not good too.
she's a funny person that can makes me laugh. my mom told me to make her as my friend.

two years later..

I'm going to college and must stay in this boarder (again) and guess what? the woman is still here.
she's still fine. I can even say that she did not change.

actually, I enjoy being here until one day they taught me how to play a game.
nothing's wrong with that game, I like that game.
then, this thing happen. her office is moving, so there's internet connection there.
she's asked me to use my notebook then I said "yes".
first time, it's okay. but after that I think she's bothering me. I can't play, I can't sleep and I can't even use my notebook.

slowly but sure, I began to stay away from her. I give her many reasons to make her stop bother me.

saturday night..

we're online together. I feel bad feelings about this because before that, my mom getting angry with me.
so when she open her notebook, I said "yeah, the connection is getting slowly now".
suddenly, she turn her notebook off, takes her glass and plate, takes her phones, and get out of my room. first, I think she's just sleepy.

three days later..

I'm log in to my facebook and I idly open her profile. and you know what? I accidentally read her status that said: "it's enough. I know who she is". I read the comment underneath and found that she's talk about me.

ENOUGH!

she's annoying now. who she think she is? it's okay if she wants to talk about me. but say it in front of me! she's a looser. I know it now. she's looking for me if she needs me and talk about everything bad about me behind.

I hate her. I swear she would never be happy all her life!