There Go The Sad Songs On My Playlist

Hi, Readers. Been a while. I've been wanting to write, but since I am working now, I always have a limited time. Until today.
Well, I still am working, I am working now actually. But I wanted tosteal few times.

As you all know, everytime I wrote something it was always about love and depression.
This time is no different. I met someone.
Someone who has this capability to turn my whole life upside down in less than 2 weeks.

His initial is R.

So we met at the office, he only worked here for a month or so. Then he decided to resign.
I tried to convince him not to, but it didn't work. So I lost him.

Let's go back to the beginning...

I first talked to him on October 5th at a gathering.
He laughed at my jokes, I mean, people did too. So at first I didn't think he was that special..
Our next meeting outside the office was at another gathering on October 11th or 12th. I forgot.
But he was busy taking notes and everything, and I was busy talking to the guests.
Then, he drove me to the office to drop some stuff. That was a kind gesture and the first time I was touched.
Didn't tell him because that would screw things up.

We talked few times on WhatsApp.
But sometimes it took a while for him to reply. I didn't bother to ask him why. Because at first, it didn't matter.
Until I realized, I waited for his replies and I didn't even know why.

Then when the gossip spread at the office that he was about to resign, my brain was like "you should go talk to him".

So I did and he told me everything on why he wanted to resign and stuff.
That was on October 22nd.

Since that day, we've been talking a lot.
He taught me Chinese and stuff. We found out things about each other that surprised us.
I knew he was surprised because he has this kind of expression where he couldn't hide things.
He surprised me a couple times. Not by what he said, but mostly because of his gestures and the way he thinks.
Somehow, for me it's... beautiful.

Remember when I said I couldn't date anyone?
Well, he shattered those walls. The ones I've built for 2 years.

You probably think, "Fie, it's not the first time you posted a post about a guy after you broke up with your last ex."

I know.

But he's the first person who successfully made me cry.
You know, that kind of crying that puts you to sleep. The kind of sadness that makes you cry with no sound. That makes you running out of breath.
Yeah, after 2 years, I finally felt that kind of sadness again.

I told him I like him. Right before we go our own way, he asked me about religion and stuff.
(FYI, he's Chinese and a Moslem. Yet after 11 years I finally fell for a Chinese guy all over again)
I said I'm OK if my boyfriend has different religion. I have two ex-es who have different belief.
He asked about my mom what would my mom say ifI have a boyfriend with another religion.
But here's the thing, my mom never wanted me to have a boyfriend. So it doesn't really matter.

I think I like him.
I like him more than I like him.

OK. I think I love him.
But is it possible to fall in love with someone you've only known for less than a month?
Or is it just another crush?
I don't know yet. Time will tell.

PS: I told him about this blog, so one day he will probably read this.
This is my message for him in case he's reading this:
"R, you know you're amazing in your own way. Never change. Remember the girl you told me you like? Remember how I told you she's a very lucky girl? I meant it. She is a very lucky girl. So lucky that I wish I was her. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this earlier, but late is better than never, so here it is: I like you. I like you more than I supposed to be. I like you more than I like you. You made me happy. I think I love you but I still need more time to figure it out. Thank you for brought up the best in me. Don't ever change."

You Don't Even Know

"Hi, how are you? I forgot to ask you something the other day; can I have your number?" is the only sentence I want to say to you right now.
I lost my gut whenever you're here.
I am either happy and sad.
You wanna know why?
I'm sad that I lost everything I practiced.
But I'm happy because it means I like you a lot.
A lot.
Like, a lot a lot.
I don't normally losing words in front of a guy because for me it's like losing my self-esteem.
And I hate that feeling.

So twice, huh?
Twice and all I know are your first name, where you live, your job, the name of your dog, and your origin.
Other than those, nothing.
NO-THING.
And the worst part is I don't know when you will be here again.

It's too cliche, but I think I miss you.
I don't even have anything to miss about you.
I mean, we talked. But just twice or three times.
I'm not supposed to miss you, don't I?
See these walls? I've built them. Why? To avoid getting hurt.
But then there's this day, and there you go.
Tearing my walls down. Slowly and steady.

And you don't even know.

Expired Domain

LOL. yeah. this is going to be a short post.
now justlikefie.com is no longer exist. :)
WELCOME BACK TO JUSTLIKEFIE.BLOGSPOT.COM
well, that looks better. :)

Meet The Ferrets

lol. I don't usually post photos right away, but I feel sooo great I want to post them!

so here's the story...

a week ago, I met a guy named Maté online.
we actually met by accident when we were commenting on Fajar's status.
so, cut story short, he's that kind of guy who has that capability to make me laugh.
like, seriously, laugh out loud.
in the middle of the night.
and early in the morning.
like, every time.

turned out, (I think) I like him. so then I learned everything I should know about him.
oh, and the most important thing that amazed me is: He loves ferret (or civet cat or whatever you call them)!!!
and I know, from the moment he sent me pictures of his 'children', I fell in love with ferret too. :)

and last night, Saturday, 23rd March 2013, I met a ferret!
so it was an earth hour event in Depok, Indonesia and they invited some communities and KasKus is one of them.
KasKus is the largest indonesian community so far. It's a forum with 4 million members. Including me.
In the other side, there's MULDOK. I guess it's "Musang (ferret in bahasa) Lovers Depok". CMIIW.

cut story short, I interested in one of the ferret and want to take picture with it.
It is friendly. It loves kissing and biting and kissing again and (finally) shitting on me. LOL.

This is the ferret I'm talking about.


And this is right after she shitted on me. lol.
I did pose when this picture was taken, but I don't understand why I made this face after.
At least, my face looks slimmer.

See the yellow spot on my shoulder? That's the poop. LOL.
Ferret's poop didn't smell bad. It's just... sticky.

In the end, I am happy. I finally got something to tell Maté.
I met some people, again. I met a nice guy named Raka.
I met Susi and her friends.
I hugged some ferrets. I hugged two ferrets actually.
and I am simply happy. :)

that's all from now.
love you!

Thank You, February. And Welcome, March!

This post supposed to be posted yesterday.
But IDK why, I think I just forgot.
I wrote anything I wanted to post here on notepad first.
So if I didn't remember, I'll just skip that post.
But not with this post. This one is so damn important!

Happy 1st of March!
today's a big day for people in the world because today's Justin Bieber's birthday.
for me, it's even bigger because today's c4's birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to c4.
yeah, we finally talk again and it makes me feel so good.
nah, I didn't expect to communicate. it's just, I want to fix my mistakes.

hi, c4. happy birthday!
wish you all the greatest thing in life.
ps: do not die before Iron Man 3.

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hi, readers!
life's been good. :)
I am officially a trainee at the dream company I told you before.
I'm so excited. Thank you for pray for me. :)
And thank God for the job and thank God I have readers like you.
yeah I got e-mails these days and I am scared that I will failed. *Pray for me, please!*

my grades don't come up yet.
I am still nervous but I already tried to do the best I could.
now all I can do is pray.

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oh, and remember the man I told you before? whose initial is A? yeah, things didn't work out very well between us two.
turned out he wasn't the man I want. he's cute as a boyfriend, but not mature enough to be considered as my other half.
beside, he got a girlfriend. lol. nah, even though he wasn't in a relationship, things still wouldn't work out.

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I also want to take this time out to thank February.
I know it has only 28 days, but I felt like it was the longest month of the year.
Thank you for the ups and downs.
Thank you for taught me to trust my feelings.
Thank you for the love and heart break.
Thank you for the job, the friends, the experiences.
And thank you, for being the most amazing month of the year.
I thought you were gonna be the worst one, but turned out, I was dead wrong. :)

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it's 5 o'clock in the morning now.
I am in the middle of making a decision whether to go back to sleep or not.
the thing is, I was planning on take a little run at 6 with my friend, Suci.
We'll see though, because I still got a task to do.
And I'm not so sure if she could wake up at 5:30. :))

I think that's everything for today.
thank you for the time you took to read this. :*
love ya, readers!

Pull Myself Together

Hi readers!
How's life? I hope you're being treated well. ;)
So, after very very long cry-for-a-week phase, I'm done!
Yeah, I seriously want and have to manage my life again.
I can't cry forever, can I?

These days I've been busy with looking for a job. I already found one of one company that I really wanted to work to.
Currently, I'm still waiting for the good news. *Pray for me, please!*
Beside the good news from the dream company, I'm also waiting any good news from my grades. :D
Last year, I skipped so many classes and I know if I couldn't pass those tests, that's my fault.
But for the first time in my life I seriously study hard. So I hope it'll pay my hard work. Though I'm a little bit scared.
In the middle of my nervous break down, now I realize I can't hold on to someone else but God.
I'm not trying to be religious here, but I finally realize, He's the only man who will never leave me alone. :)

But then, I am still looking around for someone nice. Someone I can picture my future with. Someone who can be my best friend and lover all at once.
I found one, his initial is A, but I am not so sure if this will work or not.
I mean, I've wasted years trying to build strong relationships with men. I want to get married in 2015 actually. :)
I think God works mysteriously on that. :)

Talking about best friend, remember my Partner In Crime, Indra?
Nah, you don't remember. LOL.
So he's been dieting for the last.. I don't know.. a year and a half, I guess. And he's in a nice shape now.
That motivated me to do some diet too. I started eat less and workout more.
I'm not actually a big fan of workout, but it feels really good when you're sweating. :)
Now I'm running if I have the spare time or the mood to go out, but if I'm not in any mood to run, I'm weightlifting.
Yeah, I have 6lbs yellow barbels in my room. :p
My current weight now is 73kgs or 161lbs. And I need to lose 22 lbs more to my ideal weight.
That's a lot of number, isn't it?
Well, one day, I'll say "I believe I could, so I did" :)

What else?
Hmm.. I guess that's all for now.
Thank you for reading this.
And, remember to have fun readers. :) It won't hurt.
I'll see you soon then. :)
Love you. :*

Short Review: Total Recall

I was watching Total Recall earlier. It was pretty good.
I love the storyline and graphics. Love the effects as well.

One scene that catch my thought was when Harry (Bokeem Woodbine)showed up and tried to made Doug/Hauser (Colin Farrell) believes that it was his dream, that he was still in the Rekall and that was just his memory. His dream.

Well, real or not, you need to watch this movie to find out.
7/10 from me. ;)

Colin Ferrell in Rekall

Colin Ferrell and Jessica Biel
(congrats to Mrs. Timberlake, anyway!)

Kate Beckinsale

Watch it and love it. ;)

#1

It was 4 am and he couldn't sleep
Luke, at that time, was staying at Hotel Yllen Eiffel - after his number one reason why he came to Paris is cancelled, in Rue de Vaugirard. It's June 8th and he still had 8 more days there. Second day, and bored as hell.
Four best friends were seen in Roscoe Turner Airport, Corinth, Mississipi. Grace, Holly, Miranda, and Kate were excited about Grace's bachelorette party. She was getting married next week. So she bought - well, literally her fiance is the one who bought them, her girlfriends tickets to Paris to celebrate.
Holly didn't plan on going with the girls. First of all, she was so busy. Second of all, she was 34 and Grace was just... 27 and getting married with a rich prince charming who bought them tickets to Paris just for a bachelorette party. Holly was pretty exhausted. She had no idea, what was going to happen in Paris...

to be continued

yeah. seriously.

HEY YOU!

Play this before you continue reading.

Time goes by so fast.
It's amazing what time can do, isn't it?
I used to be so hopeless and melancholy until then you stopped by and brought me bliss.
I am happier. You know it's true and I can't defy it.
But I have problems with speaking. That's why I prefer to write.
You know my story so you know it's simpler for me.

I can't tell many things when we were chatting.
I don't want to be too confident even though sometimes you gave me huge expectation about what we would be in the next years.
Friendship is what we have now and I wish hope it'll never come to an end. You're the best one so far. I love you. I do.
Still, I don't want to be with you. I don't deserve you.
Look at me. How bad I am. How mess my world is. How untidy I am.
I always feel like asking you this question: Do you really want to be with me?
I know you will say "yes" as a friend. But what if it's about something else?
Something that you know will never change between me and you?

Yes it will not change. Ever.
I might be with someone else at this moment but I can't get you off of my mind. Don't ask me why because I don't know.
After you read this, please, don't stop being my friend and partner in crime.
Just because I still have that old feeling, doesn't mean I can't be professional enough when I am with you.

I was planning to keep this feeling forever, actually. Because, I don't want our friendship to be over.
It's precious, you know.
So, I will always be your best friend. I will always be your partner in crime.
I will always be the person you can always call at 2 or 3 am in the morning.
I will always be your listener.

Yeah.
I think that's all I want to tell you.
Whoa, it's been forever since I wrote long stupid things like this.
But trust me, I can't speak it all to you.
Thanks for being the best one.
And please do not change just because this stupid post.

I'll see you soon, then.

:-)/\:-)

New Favorite Snacks!

Ever since I tried this kind of bread, I fell in love with it. lmao. it's gay.
I love this bread. It's available in chocolate and peanut butter.
I used to like the chocolate one, but when I tried the peanut one, boom! I keep wanting more!
Unfortunately, the manufacturer of these breads didn't produce a lot of them. I don't know if they produced much enough for the market, but in this town, I only know a mini market and a stall that sell them.
Below are the pictures of my new favorite snacks:

would you like to try them too? ;)

Finally.. New Domain!

after years, finally I can release this domain: http://www.justlikefie.com/
it's been more than 3 years to make this dream comes true.

so, now, I have 2 domains. the one with blogspot. and the one without blogspot.
it's weird, because I have different page rank.

and it's heartbreaking. :(

but don't worry. now I am happier!
:)
thank you readers. you can access both sites: justlikefie.blogspot.com or justlikefie.com start from today!

enjoy your visit. I love y'all.

PS: Very big thanks to INDRA for the payment problem-solving. love you partner in crime!

Happy Valentine's Day!

14th February 2012.
This is my second valentine with a boyfriend.
last year, it was the american man.
now, it's someone closer.

but still, nothing special happened today.
not a box of chocolate, a teddy bear, nothing.

but I already got used to it, so you don't have to worry about it.

because I have no story to post today, I will just say:
"Happy Valentine's Day"
to all the people in the world.

spread the love.
not only today, but every day of your life.
there are so many people who think that they are unlovable.
now, it's your job to prove that they're wrong all the time.

PS: if anybody want to send me a chocolate or flower, just contact me. lmao.

One Thousand Rupiahs

if you think about a lot of money when you read one thousand rupiahs, you're definitely wrong.
one thousand rupiahs (Rp. 1000,-) = US$ 0.112. yep. it's not even a dollar.

according to wikipedia,

"The rupiah (Rp) is the official currency of Indonesia. Issued and controlled by the Bank of Indonesia, the ISO 4217 currency code for the Indonesian rupiah is IDR. Informally, Indonesians also use the word "perak" ('silver' in Indonesian) in referring to rupiah. The rupiah is subdivided into 100 sen, although inflation has rendered all coins and banknotes denominated in sen obsolete."

what you see on the left, is the denominations of our currency. the smallest amount of our banknotes is Rp. 1.000,- and the largest one is Rp. 100.000,- (around US$11.2).

now why the hell I am talking about the smallest number of our banknotes? because I've been looking for Rp. 1.000,- these days.
and... can't found it.
it's not that I don't have that much money. but I need that a thousand rupiahs banknote.

so, since I'm working at my office, of course I need money for the tariff right?
so my tariff is Rp. 3.000,- for one way trip. now, as you see in the picture of our denominations, Imma need a one-thousand banknote, and a two-thousand banknote.
since I can't find the Rp. 1.000,- I can't make it three one-thousand banknotes.
or, you can add coins to match the money with the tariff.

a lot of people asked me "why don't you give the driver Rp. 5.000,- and they can return Rp. 2.000,-?"
the answer is very easy. we have assholes drivers in this country. especially in the city that I live in now.
you can't just give them Rp. 5.000,- and expect them to return Rp. 2.000,- to you. because most of time, they won't do it.

so if I give them Rp. 5.000,-, they'll return Rp. 1.000,- to me. it's not exactly the Rp. 1.000,- banknote. It's coins. 10 Rp. 100,- coins.
that's an ass.

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I never imagine that money would me that rare now.
I remember when I was a kid, when someones 1000 fall into the street, nobody cares.
but now, oh trust me, if I had a time, I wouldn't mind change my Rp. 50.000,- to 50 sheets of Rp. 1.000,-

it's weird how the thing you never wanted in the past is the same thing you fight for today.

Things I Wanted to Buy Since 2010

so after telling you my favorite scenes on movies, now, Imma tell you what are the things that I wanted to buy since 2010..
damn man, it's been 2 years and I still can't afford or find these things. lol.

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this red bag was tagged by my best friend anna, she knew that I am a big fan of this type of bag.

and ever since my black bag was snap, she always pushed me to buy this bag. lol.

I just asked her how much is it, it costs Rp. 210.000,- (not include shipping payment) or around US$20.

and, it's expensive enough for me. lol.

okay, the next stuff I always wanted to buy is butterfly ring. IDK why it is soooooo goddamn hard to find a ring like this..

I've seen some but it's too much for me to wear. lol.

nobody wants to look like you're about to go to a party when you're actually going to class right? ;)

A Gray Suede Ankle Boots. yes. exactly. it has to be gray and made of suede. :p

Indonesia is not a four-seasons country but I really really want to mix and match my dresses with a gray suede ankle boots!

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do you have any thing you've wanted to buy but still can't afford it? *wink*

Scenes On The Movies, I Would Like To Experience

1. The "I'm Flying" Scene (Titanic - 1997)

Rose: Hello Jack. I changed my mind. They said you might be out here.

Jack: Shhh. Gimme your hand. Now close your eyes, go on. Now step up. Now hold on to the railing. Keep your eyes closed, don't peek.

Rose: I'm not.

Jack: Step up on the railing. Hold on, hold on. Keep your eyes closed. Do you trust me?

Rose: I trust you.

[Jack opens Rose's arms]

Jack: All right. Open your eyes.

Rose: [gasp] I'm flying, Jack!

[Jack starts singing]

Jack: Come, Josephine, in my flying machine, going up, she goes up, up she goes.

[they kiss]

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Who doesn't want to know how does it feels to standing on the edge of a great ship, being held by the one you love and finally.. kissing?

2. The Dancing Scene (The Notebook - 2004)

Noah: Do you want to dance with me?

Allie: Sure.

[Noah reaches out Allie's hand]

Allie: Now?

Noah: Mm-hmm

Allie: Here?

Noah: Mm-hmm

Allie: Not supposed to dance in the middle of the streets

Noah: Who said dance in the streets?

[Allie chuckles]

Allie: And we don't have any music

Noah: Well, we'll make some.

[start dancing]

Noah: Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum

Allie: [chuckles] You're a terrible singer

Noah: I know

Allie: But I like this song

[Dancing to I'll Be Seeing You]

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Being asked to dance spontaneously? Why not?

3. The Daffodils Scene (Big Fish - 2003)

[Sandra wakes up and looks at her window]
[Music plays]
Sandra: [Says happily] Daffodils
Edward: They're your favorite flower
Sandra: How did you get so many?
Edward: I called everyone in 5 states I told them it was the only way to get my wife to marry me.
Sandra: You don't even know me.
Edward: I have the rest of my life to find out.

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There's no morning surprises that better than this!

4. The Laying-On-The-Street Scene (The Notebook - 2004)

Noah: [Walking to the middle of the street] Come here, I want to show you something
Allie: [Following Noah] Noah what are you doing?
Noah: Just come on.
Allie: You're gonna get run over.
Noah: [Teasing Allie because there are no cars] By all the cars?
[Noah lays down in the middle of the street]
Noah: My dad and I used to coume out here and lay down and watch the lights change and watch them go from green to red to yellow. [To Allie] You could try it if you wanted to.
Allie: No
Noah: Why not?
Allie: Because.. I don't know. Will you just get up?
Noah: That's your problem, you know that? You don't do what you want.
Allie: [Looking around to see if there's a car] Okay.
[Allie lays down and chuckles]
Allie: What happens if a car comes?
Noah: We die.
Allie: What?
Noah: Just relax. Just trust. You need to learn how to trust.
Allie: Okay.
[Silence]
Allie: Painting.
Noah: Hmm?
Allie: You asked me what I do for me.
Noah: What now?
Allie: I love to paint.
Noah: Yeah?
Allie: Mm-hmm.
Noah: Huh.
Allie: Most of the time, I have all these thoughts bouncing around in my head. But with a brush in my hand, the world just gets kinda quiet.
[Car honks]
[Allie yells and they run to the sidewalk]

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Man, I just want to see a quiet road. I probably would lay down on the road too if I am brave enough.

5. The First Praying Scene (The Book of Eli - 2010)

Eli: [To Solara] Sit.

[Solara sits]

Eli: [Give napkin to Solara] This is for you. Give me your hands.

Solara: What are you doing?

Eli: Trust me, give me your hands.

[Solara gives her hands]

Eli: Close your eyes.

Eli: [Pray] Dear Lord, we thank You for this meal. We thank You for the warm bed and a roof over our heads on cold nights such as this. It's been too long.

Solara: Is this from your book?

Eli: Sshh.. Don't interrupted. Close your eyes.

[Eli continues pray]

Eli: We thank You for the gift of companionship in hard times like these, Amen.

Solara: Now we eat?

Eli: Now we eat.

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I never met someone like him before. I mean, someone who asks takes me to pray together with him. Every girl is going to need someone like this.

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So those are the 5 scenes I would love to experience in my real life. How about you?

Sex, Lies, & Cigarettes - The Lifestyle of Indonesians

this video was shared by someone in the group that I joined about a month ago. it tells story about how cigarettes affect people in this country: Indonesia. watch this. I hope it will change your point of view if you are a smoker.

It's A New Layout!

Yay! After almost 6 hours struggling with HTML codes, finally I made it!
You don't know how happy I am right nowww! :D
But it's not perfect yet. I'm still working on the sitemap and I supposed to have a RSS button.
I also need to work with the fonts.
I don't like the fonts that I have now.

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I hope you have fun with my blog now.
I put some movies I like on the top. :D
I also put my contacts here. So that people can contact me for any reviews or giveaway.

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So readers, can't wait to see your next comment.
And don't forget to subscribe! later. :*

Working

Hi readers.
Kinda miss you. :)

Since I'm no longer in a relationship with the one who lives in USA, I'm back.
I'm not gonna stop posting in English though.

I think that's all for now.
I'm still working on fixing my heart. lmao.
jk.
I'm not that broken duh.

love you, readers. :*

Where'd You Go?

I haven't seen you in a while.
I mean, I'm not planning on checking you on twitter.
But when I opened your site, I saw your tweets.
You're on your holiday.
I wish you are.

how are you? okay?
I know I can't be by your side.
but, I mean, I do care about you and your condition right now.
at the top of it I am concern about your kids.

so since you're not being online these days, I decided to blog.
I wish you read this. so you can tell me any news about your condition right now.
your brother promise me he will call me as soon as something BAD happen to you.
until now, he doesn't chat me again. I hope it means you're getting better.

it's 2012, sir. and I'm mad at you.
first, you're not wake up yet.
stop pretending like you're not hearing your brother or everyone around you. you probably can't hear me typing now. or read this shit. but I mean, you know how many people want you to stay ALIVE. stubborn asshole!

second, we're still break up.
okay, I don't care about me not being your woman anymore. but you broke up with me and then I heard about you at the hospital? it makes me wanna throw up.
I feel wrong.

now you and your brother fonts are the same. IDK if it's only because he took your ID, but you guys have the same way of typing.
and it's driving me crazy, cfho83. *sorry for use that a.k.a. now you better say something to me*

so asshole, I don't care where your soul is traveling right now. just make sure it won't get lost. come back and type to me like you hate me.
fuck you.

Happy Anniversary and Goodbye

Happy 1st Anniversary.
this supposed to be the longest relationship I've ever had.
but 8 days ago, you broke up with me.
I tried to communicate, but you were not responding.
so I guess this is the real goodbye.
I am not asking you to stay anymore.
because after all that we've been through, you still want to let me down.
thank you for the good year.
those laughs, moments, movies, songs, tears, worries, surprises, plans, and everything.
you probably the only man I (will) never meet but I will give my whole life to.
sorry for not being there when you're sick, sad, mad, or need me.
I am wishing you and your family the greatest life on earth.
find someone close. find a woman who can take a good care of you and the kids.
find someone who can make you happy. find someone better than me.
be a great daddy. don't die before you see your grandchildren.
a lot of people love you very much.
one of them is me.
thank you for everything, buttercup.
Happy Anniversary and goodbye.