Meet The Ferrets

lol. I don't usually post photos right away, but I feel sooo great I want to post them!

so here's the story...

a week ago, I met a guy named Maté online.
we actually met by accident when we were commenting on Fajar's status.
so, cut story short, he's that kind of guy who has that capability to make me laugh.
like, seriously, laugh out loud.
in the middle of the night.
and early in the morning.
like, every time.

turned out, (I think) I like him. so then I learned everything I should know about him.
oh, and the most important thing that amazed me is: He loves ferret (or civet cat or whatever you call them)!!!
and I know, from the moment he sent me pictures of his 'children', I fell in love with ferret too. :)

and last night, Saturday, 23rd March 2013, I met a ferret!
so it was an earth hour event in Depok, Indonesia and they invited some communities and KasKus is one of them.
KasKus is the largest indonesian community so far. It's a forum with 4 million members. Including me.
In the other side, there's MULDOK. I guess it's "Musang (ferret in bahasa) Lovers Depok". CMIIW.

cut story short, I interested in one of the ferret and want to take picture with it.
It is friendly. It loves kissing and biting and kissing again and (finally) shitting on me. LOL.

This is the ferret I'm talking about.


And this is right after she shitted on me. lol.
I did pose when this picture was taken, but I don't understand why I made this face after.
At least, my face looks slimmer.

See the yellow spot on my shoulder? That's the poop. LOL.
Ferret's poop didn't smell bad. It's just... sticky.

In the end, I am happy. I finally got something to tell Maté.
I met some people, again. I met a nice guy named Raka.
I met Susi and her friends.
I hugged some ferrets. I hugged two ferrets actually.
and I am simply happy. :)

that's all from now.
love you!

Thank You, February. And Welcome, March!

This post supposed to be posted yesterday.
But IDK why, I think I just forgot.
I wrote anything I wanted to post here on notepad first.
So if I didn't remember, I'll just skip that post.
But not with this post. This one is so damn important!

Happy 1st of March!
today's a big day for people in the world because today's Justin Bieber's birthday.
for me, it's even bigger because today's c4's birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to c4.
yeah, we finally talk again and it makes me feel so good.
nah, I didn't expect to communicate. it's just, I want to fix my mistakes.

hi, c4. happy birthday!
wish you all the greatest thing in life.
ps: do not die before Iron Man 3.

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hi, readers!
life's been good. :)
I am officially a trainee at the dream company I told you before.
I'm so excited. Thank you for pray for me. :)
And thank God for the job and thank God I have readers like you.
yeah I got e-mails these days and I am scared that I will failed. *Pray for me, please!*

my grades don't come up yet.
I am still nervous but I already tried to do the best I could.
now all I can do is pray.

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oh, and remember the man I told you before? whose initial is A? yeah, things didn't work out very well between us two.
turned out he wasn't the man I want. he's cute as a boyfriend, but not mature enough to be considered as my other half.
beside, he got a girlfriend. lol. nah, even though he wasn't in a relationship, things still wouldn't work out.

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I also want to take this time out to thank February.
I know it has only 28 days, but I felt like it was the longest month of the year.
Thank you for the ups and downs.
Thank you for taught me to trust my feelings.
Thank you for the love and heart break.
Thank you for the job, the friends, the experiences.
And thank you, for being the most amazing month of the year.
I thought you were gonna be the worst one, but turned out, I was dead wrong. :)

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it's 5 o'clock in the morning now.
I am in the middle of making a decision whether to go back to sleep or not.
the thing is, I was planning on take a little run at 6 with my friend, Suci.
We'll see though, because I still got a task to do.
And I'm not so sure if she could wake up at 5:30. :))

I think that's everything for today.
thank you for the time you took to read this. :*
love ya, readers!

Pull Myself Together

Hi readers!
How's life? I hope you're being treated well. ;)
So, after very very long cry-for-a-week phase, I'm done!
Yeah, I seriously want and have to manage my life again.
I can't cry forever, can I?

These days I've been busy with looking for a job. I already found one of one company that I really wanted to work to.
Currently, I'm still waiting for the good news. *Pray for me, please!*
Beside the good news from the dream company, I'm also waiting any good news from my grades. :D
Last year, I skipped so many classes and I know if I couldn't pass those tests, that's my fault.
But for the first time in my life I seriously study hard. So I hope it'll pay my hard work. Though I'm a little bit scared.
In the middle of my nervous break down, now I realize I can't hold on to someone else but God.
I'm not trying to be religious here, but I finally realize, He's the only man who will never leave me alone. :)

But then, I am still looking around for someone nice. Someone I can picture my future with. Someone who can be my best friend and lover all at once.
I found one, his initial is A, but I am not so sure if this will work or not.
I mean, I've wasted years trying to build strong relationships with men. I want to get married in 2015 actually. :)
I think God works mysteriously on that. :)

Talking about best friend, remember my Partner In Crime, Indra?
Nah, you don't remember. LOL.
So he's been dieting for the last.. I don't know.. a year and a half, I guess. And he's in a nice shape now.
That motivated me to do some diet too. I started eat less and workout more.
I'm not actually a big fan of workout, but it feels really good when you're sweating. :)
Now I'm running if I have the spare time or the mood to go out, but if I'm not in any mood to run, I'm weightlifting.
Yeah, I have 6lbs yellow barbels in my room. :p
My current weight now is 73kgs or 161lbs. And I need to lose 22 lbs more to my ideal weight.
That's a lot of number, isn't it?
Well, one day, I'll say "I believe I could, so I did" :)

What else?
Hmm.. I guess that's all for now.
Thank you for reading this.
And, remember to have fun readers. :) It won't hurt.
I'll see you soon then. :)
Love you. :*

holiday story part II

oops. I just read archives and realize that the holiday story that I post on January 8th is already finish.
so, I check it on my notepad *thank God I didn't delete it yet* and find out that there's one-week-story which I didn't post.
I don't want you to get unfinished story.
so. this is it. :)

part 2

January, 1st, 2011
Happy New Year, READERS!!!
Oh my. I am glad I still can type in 2011.
my baby keep telling me to update this site.
he has no idea that I am keep typing on notepad and I'll publish this later.
oops, I forgot it's new year in his place.
wait I'll tweet him.
:D

okay done. :)
I just record some videos of my house too.
I'll show you readers. :)

well, last night is new year's eve.
it's great tho. we're gathering together. me, my father, my brothers, my sister, and my cousin.
I record like 10 videos of fireworks. <3>
it looks clear from 2nd floor of my father's house. :)

me and my brother go on the road, but when it's traffic, we decided to go back.
he'll be tired, he said.

my sister back to Jakarta this morning. and I just got a message from her say she already arrived.
I said, just text me when you're in tangerang already.

oh by the way, Jimbo (a.k.a Macan), have a twin! waow. his name is Bombat. lol.
I saw him last night on my father's roof. and they have a puppy named Molly too. :D
that's great.
it seems like Bombat afraid of fireworks. he keeps quiet all the time.
but I swear, he looks exactly like Jimbo.
I imagine how if they met when they two already separated for 4 months?
will they know each other?

sun shines soooooo bad this afternoon.
damn. it's hot.
even Jimbo don't cry because he busy let his tongue out. lmaabo.


12:55
I've planned nothing today. maybe I'll just manage Vessel for today.
I miss you, readers. love you. <3>

January 3rd, 2011
hey there, readers. I bet you already back to your daily activity.
so do I.
well, I am not going back to Jakarta yet.
I am still here. but days is going like usual.
people go to work, busy day though.

I just clean up the house, wash the dishes, and take a bath.
now I am here, post something on notepad and plan to post it later on my blog.

yesterday, I went to my grandmomma's house.
people said I look skinnier. lmao.
I don't eat too much. talk with a lot of people who don't see me for the last 1,5 years.
I miss them all: my aunties, my cousins, my brothers, I miss them aaaaaaaaaaaaaalll.. :D
I took some "jumping picture" when I went to the beach.
show you later.

Jimbo is fine. he's outside. being lazy.
days getting hotter here, readers.
I wear some thin stuff to protet me from sweating too much.
shit. I don't like this weather.

I really want to talk to you. so I am type. I don't care if you can't read this yet.
but I just need to say something.
first of all, let me being honest. everything I posted here, is a truth.
I never lie on my site.
what you read, really happens to me.
so, don't think about me making this funny just because I want you to read this site.
you can stop visit if you want to. I won't force you, people.

even though everything inside is a truth, it doesn't mean I tell you everything.
I have some things I keep from you readers.
however, people have secrets. so do I.
that's why, on this site header, I post that words: "some things are best left unsaid.."

me and my boy, I don't know. it seems like he don't want to talk to me.
I don't understand. I really don't.
maybe I did something wrong. but I don't know what it is. if I did it, for real, I don't recognize it as a mistake then.
I tweet him like 3 times, but he didn't reply one of them yet.
I don't think he didn't get it, so.. that's it.

12:21
I've plan about making a new song cover.
Halo and Firework are the choices.
I still practicing. don't want to mess up.
I'll post something later, readers.
I really love you and miss you all. :)

January 7th 2011
woah. I am 19 years old and I don't understand why my mom keep acting like I am 10 years old.
she never allows me to have a boyfriend. well, I mean a guy friend.
I will be an old virgin if she keeps act like that
or, if I want to know what sex like, maybe I just will give my virginity without any marriage.
what?
don't try to say that she's protecting me.
I know how to protect myself.
I don't even need a man to protect me because I am protecting my self from any man I know.

when I was fat, my mom mad because I am fat. I mean, she never worried about a boy come after me.
now, when I got skinnier, my mom mad because boys come after me.
I already made an appointment with marcel. I think I ever told you about him, readers.
now I don't have any idea how to tell him that I can't make it.
if he picks me up, I don't know if my mom with let me go.

this is another reason I hate being in my hometown.
because I HAVE NO FRIEND! NO ONE!
I told you about me hanging out in a couple posts before.
and that happens when my mom not in town. I am so glad when she leaves.
I mean, I don't want her to die, if that's what is on your mind, readers.
no. I just want her to change.
she didn't have to protect me the way my grandmother did to her.
and she needs to know that I am big enough to protect my ownself.

I don't know what to say readers.
I wish my brother can give me a phone call right now.
:(

13:59
I can't type anymore, readers. I love you.

Jan 08th 2011
4:29 am
on my way tio airport.
can't wait to see you, readers. :)

sorry I just realize it.
now you know the whole holiday story.
love you, readers. :)

holiday gallery

well, these are pictures from my holiday stuff. sort by the date.
click to enlarge. :)

me with the M sized dress. how do I look? ;;)

my sister and the great tree :)

me eat some fried banana and drink cappucino

Jimbo a.k.a Macan bites me :x

my christmas gift and birthday gift and birthday card. :x

my sister, my another sister, my another brother, and my brother. :)
new year's eve at my father's roof

me, my another sister, my sister

me and mom

me and my brother :D

how do I look with skirt and grandmom's tank top? :D
at my grandmom's house. :)


last day in my hometown. making new cover Halo by Beyonce. :)


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if you want to see the firework video, go to the right bar of the screen and you'll find some videos of mine. check out my dog, too, readers. :)
well, that's it.
I love you. :)

my first storyboard

yeah..
itu di atas storyboard pertama gue..
:)

setelah gue upload di facebook, ada yang nge-like.
ada yang komen..
ada yang via YM langsung mujinya..
:)
makasih..

at least, gue ga akan pernah tau kalo gue punya bakat jadi seorang komiker.
:p
becanda deng.
thanks to Micky Kawulur for giving me the link. yang entah dikasih ke gue dari kapan
dan sempat terlupakan. :)
kalo bukan karena dia, gue ga bisa nyelesein ini tugas..
thanks to go animate, buat koleksi gambar-gambarnya.
thanks to dosen IMK yang udah ngasih tugas kayak gini..

thanks to Lord Jesus for protecting me. :)

makasih buat semuanya.

:))
lebay yah?
ga juga ah.
gue seneng readers, soalnya ini bener-bener pengalaman pertama buat gue. dan syukurlah, ngga mengecewakan.

11.02
dah yaa
gue mau off dulu..
mau tidurr
:)

wish me luck.
and as always: LOVE YOU. :)